Showing posts with label motherhood. Show all posts
Showing posts with label motherhood. Show all posts

Saturday, April 09, 2011

In the Long Run




From my midtown Manhattan office on September 11, 2001, I watched a horrid simulcast unfold both on television and outside my office window.

My response was to run, because I needed to exhaust every muscle and bone in my body, so that sleep might be a possibility. I ran 15 miles—the Hudson River to my right, and to my left the massive smoke plumes in the distance—breathing because I could, running because they couldn't.

I discovered Jim Thorpe in 1998 when I read a mountain biking review, came up for a ride, and purchased a Stone Row home, partly as a respite from the city and partly as a place to relax in an absolutely stunning setting just two hours from New York City. I began training for my first marathon, and coming to Jim Thorpe for my long weekend runs.

The week following 9/11, as a neighbor and I were running to the Lehigh Gorge, a newspaper photographer took a picture of us—not a pretty run, but a run complete with gruesome facial expressions and intense musculature. I identified myself as a "Jim Thorpe resident"—not exactly the truth, but then I couldn't talk about living in New York City. I just wanted to run.

I soon discovered I was pregnant with my first child. While I was in the best shape of my life, which made for a healthy pregnancy, my marathon would become a marathon of labor in August 2002 resulting in the birth of my daughter, Skyler.

In April 2003, I decided to leave New York's corporate world and move to Jim Thorpe with my artist husband, Victor Stabin, and our nine-month-old daughter. When our second daughter, Arielle, was born, my running days became but a distant memory. I was now the mother of two small children, renovating a 15,000-square-foot building, and opening the Stabin Morykin Art Galleries and Flow restaurant.

Last February, I was sick for the entire month, gaining 20 pounds over my healthy weight. Somehow, in the fog of that illness, I had responded to a request to run in the spring to benefit the Special Olympics. May hit before I realized I had committed to run the Jim Thorpe Memorial Day 10K, replete with a run up the infamous North Street Hill.
I managed three training runs that month and pulled off a respectable finish in the 10K. I banged it out. As I rounded the Jim Thorpe monument for the final lap to the Jim Thorpe High School track, my passion for running rekindled with a vengeance.

After that race, I continued my running and rediscovered so much of what originally brought me to Carbon County—the beauty of a run on a summer day along the Weissport Canal surrounded by magical reflections, a shaded run up the Switchback around the Mauch Chunk Lake Park and up to Summit Hill encircled by dramatic vistas, a victorious run to the top of Flagstaff Mountain cheered on by a carful of onlookers, and the drama of a run along the winding splendor of the Lehigh Gorge.

I ran a 15K in the Race Street Run in Jim Thorpe and a 5K benefit along the Walnutport Canal—finally feeling confident enough to sign up for my bucket list item—a full marathon, the Steamtown Marathon.

I ran 35 to 45 miles a week, rejoicing with every increase in speed, distance and endurance. I was proud when my oldest daughter, Skyler, told friends, "My mommy is a runner."

My family greeted me as I crossed the Steamtown finish line, completing my first marathon in 4 hours, 3 minutes, and 47 seconds—within striking distance of qualifying for the Boston Marathon.

I was 20 pounds lighter and feeling healthier than I had in years. I also had rediscovered the beauty of where I lived.

I may have taken a nine-year detour, but what an incredible run it has been.

Joan Morykin

Friday, June 18, 2004

iMAC iPOD iTunes: iMersed


Dropped my 5 1/2 month-old and 22-month old children Skyler and Arielle off at daycare today - scrambling as usuual just to get everyone out the door and am finding myself iMersed in finally loading the iPod my husband bought me for my birthday in March. I postphoned opening the box containing the iPOD because I knew that it would be a time-suck I really don't have at the moment.

I suddenly find myself importing my Sex Pistols: Live in Trondheim July 21, 1977 CD into iTunes before the import into the iPOD, having convinced myself I'm merely multi-tasking while the marmoleum floor is drying in the kitchen that I so aptly washed myself into a corner near the iMAC.

Contemporary Mom Caricature: Browsing through a Pottery Barn Catalog while Sid screams "God Save The Queen" from the Bose speakers attached to the iMAC, eating the South Beach Diet dessert, "Mocha Ricotta Creme."

Getting stoked for a run with the new iPOD. It might be a bit overwhelming, after all, I ran with the same "Creedence Clearwater Revival" cassette in my SONY Walkman for over two years -- that's running almost everyday while training for a marathon before I found out I was pregnant with Skyler in December 2001.

Odd inspiration for pulling the iPOD out of the box, the Sunday New York Times had a spoof of an image of the iPOD ad - play on the fuchsia background with the black silhouette wearing the white iPOD headphones. Except the image wasn't of a hip dancing chick sporting an iPOD, but the icon of the Abu Ghraib prison scandal wearing a black hood, standing on a box and attached to wires.

While I found this image to be both a chilling reminder of the screwed up situation we're in in Iraq, I also thought it was a brilliant iconographic statement. It also reminded me that I have this damn iPOD sitting in a box for months.

Here I am blogging for the first time in two years, loading my tunes and feeling oddly spiritual about this little piece of technology that's temporarily transporting me from present 2004 horror in IRAQ back to my more youthful and innocent days of listening the SeX Pistols, Prince's "Purple Rain", Lou Reed's "Walk on the Wild Side" - as the CD's piled up next to me will attest. They too sit on deck waiting to be loaded into the iMAC for their transformation into iPOD tunes - they time travel with me today. Today I am not a mother. I am not living in a world where George Bush is President. I am transported.